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ohyda. padlina.
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“I felt like crying but nothing came out. it was just a sort of sad sickness, sick sad, when you can't feel any worse. I think you know it. I think everybody knows it now and then. but I think I have known it pretty often, too often.”
  • Mood: Humiliated
  • Listening to: Rome
2014 has been a horrendous year, by the looks of it - for everyone. Personally, my year consisted of gradually being pushed further and further back down by that rock I never decided to fight with in the first place. Family life, personal life, relationship, artistic development, even things like reading.... I have never been this low before. 

2015 has started with me being told that the missing hours at work, 50 hours last month, won't be paid to me. With a bit of luck, I might see a half of it. Next week, I'm scheduled for 20 hours - that's £120 a week. That more what I would get on jobseeker's by an hour. Having been looking for another job for two years now, I'm close to giving up completely. It is sad that my main problem in life is money, but how can I not despair over it, I have bills to pay. My current goal in life is to buy a desk so I can actually draw (I have serious back problems and I can't draw on my laps), but hey, no, I can't afford it. Last year I invested in a sawing machine, as a new year's resolution/gift to myself. It has seen daylight for a week, then I realised you cannot saw on the floor... And that, my friends, is the whole spectrum of my artistic endeavours. 

Looking at the positives, I have four days off which I can try devoting to artistic development. And getting a job in a strip club. I'm being serious here. 

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YoruKenji Featured By Owner Feb 14, 2015  Hobbyist Photographer
Ohh.. Thank u ♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡
Sev-Empire Featured By Owner Jan 16, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
slavic-frost Featured By Owner Jan 18, 2015  Hobbyist Photographer
Richard-Cederfjard Featured By Owner Jan 13, 2015  Hobbyist Photographer
Thank you so much for the :+devwatch:  :)
It means alot, take care :hug:
chriseastmids Featured By Owner Jan 3, 2015  Hobbyist Photographer
thank you for the fave ad and the watch :tighthug:
AraNaja Featured By Owner Dec 15, 2014   General Artist
Thanks for the fav and the :+devwatch: ^^
vrupatel Featured By Owner Oct 3, 2014  Hobbyist Photographer
enjoying your photographs, looking forward to more! 
slavic-frost Featured By Owner Oct 6, 2014  Hobbyist Photographer
thank you...
vrupatel Featured By Owner Oct 7, 2014  Hobbyist Photographer
my pleasure.
Andaelentari Featured By Owner Sep 24, 2014  Professional Digital Artist
just here to :hug:
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